After the break up! It feels i dunno AWESOME!?!?!

It's been 1 week and 5 days... it feels different.. hindi tulad nung dati na nagbreak kami parang hirap ako.. now to tell you the truth im super ok! dont know why.. siguro dahil natauhan na ako sa nangyari.. But sometimes naiisip ko siya pero not like before ewan ko ba.. plus mayroon ako kinikilalang girl right now and to tell you the truth she's a total package.. parang lahat ng gusto ko sa isang babae eh na sakanya and totally different from my ex.. but may problem she's in a relationship for 5 years.. I don't want to ruin any relationship coz i know how it feels and it's improper and it hurts a lot! but I can't help it! This coming 27th of the month were going out and im excited haha don't know why!?!?!?!.. maybe i should enjoy this moment minsan lang to.. marami akong pinalagpas i want to experience this feeling again that I'm free and I can do whatever I like.. but i will play it cool and simple ill do it underground and if this works thanks but if not proceed to the other one! how about that! hahaha! goodtimes everyone!!