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I thought I'm ok but suddenly bigla ko siya naisip.. and sobrang nalulungkot ako kasi na sayang lahat lahat.. naawa ako sa sarili ko pero kailangan kong bumangon at magpakatatag.. alam kong may darating na bago sakin yung mamahalin ako ng buo at tanggap kung sino ako.. at darating din yung magpupuna lahat ng naramdaman kong sakit.. I just felt guilt sa mga pinangakuan ko na aalagaan ko sya I'm sorry... Kailan ko ng time para sa sarili ko and to you my beloved tita kahit di tayo naging close and you know that alam mo yung nangyari samin, alam mo rin na lagi kita kinakausap na I will take care of your daughter..Im sorry kasi mukang hindi ko na magagawa sorry po.. I hope you guide her properly.. And to you.. im sorry nakapagbitiw ako sayo ng masasakit na salita I know kasi sa totoo lang sobrang hindi ko tanggap kung ano tumatakbo sa utak mo at alam mo at alam ko na mali lahat.. nagkamali din ako oo pero sana maging better person ka yun lang ang wish ko sayo ayusin mo sana ang buhay mo at sana wag mo na gagawin yung sakit na nagawa mo sa magiging future bf mo.. Im sorry!

After the break up! It feels i dunno AWESOME!?!?!

It's been 1 week and 5 days... it feels different.. hindi tulad nung dati na nagbreak kami parang hirap ako.. now to tell you the truth im super ok! dont know why.. siguro dahil natauhan na ako sa nangyari.. But sometimes naiisip ko siya pero not like before ewan ko ba.. plus mayroon ako kinikilalang girl right now and to tell you the truth she's a total package.. parang lahat ng gusto ko sa isang babae eh na sakanya and totally different from my ex.. but may problem she's in a relationship for 5 years.. I don't want to ruin any relationship coz i know how it feels and it's improper and it hurts a lot! but I can't help it! This coming 27th of the month were going out and im excited haha don't know why!?!?!?!.. maybe i should enjoy this moment minsan lang to.. marami akong pinalagpas i want to experience this feeling again that I'm free and I can do whatever I like.. but i will play it cool and simple ill do it underground and if this works thanks but if not proceed to the other one! how about that! hahaha! goodtimes everyone!!

The Ugly Truth!! Highly recommended movie! . Abby Richter (Katherine Heigl) is romantically challenged morning show producer whose search for Mr. Perfect has left her hopelessly single. She's in the rude awakening when his bosses team her with Mike Chadway (Gerard Butler), a hardcore TV personality who promises to spill the ugly truth on what makes men and women tick.

fave line in the movie: Now listen up ladies,coz I’m only gonna say this once and it’s just 3 little words "men are simple" we cannot be trained -gerard butler

finally im clarified..

Now I'm going back to reality, later is my finals and tomorrow is one of my big day my thesis defense hehe.. And finally i clarified that im single haha.. Natatawa ako sa sarili ko dahil sobrang nasayang ang panahon ko sa babaeng minahal ko pero wala naman nangyari, kahit andun ako sa tabi nung kasagasagan na kailangan nya ng isang kasama..lahat ginawa ko pero parang wala lang sobrang hindi maganda ang nangyari.. I dont want to see her so i can move on... I just dont wanna see her face!! bullshit! TOTALLY BULLSHIT!

But right now as a moment i feel better and I'm good.. I want to be better and prove to other people that I'm great and awesome! haha!

I like to share something haha at this moment im watching PBB uplate and Bianca Gonzalez your so beautiful and hot! haha i love you na! hahahaha.. anyways that's all for tonight have a goodtimes everyone!

not good!

It's been a month since my last blog!! haha but within those days sobrang daming nangyari... and one of those is the typhoon ondoy.. And atlast my girl gave a good clarification between us... atleast now alam ko na.. sobrang nasayang lahat so sad.. pero maraming pang dapat tapusin na trabaho at wag magpaapekto sa nangyari samin dahil walang mangyayari.. I need to set aside my emotions khit masakit..haaaaaaaayyy.. This coming week is my finals and my thesis defense.. sana mging ok ang lahat para matapos na hehehe! Goodtimes everyone!