Clarification please!?!?!?!?!?

I need some clarification to my girl.... I know this is not the perfect time to discuss it with her.. pero hindi ako mapakali.. I want her to make it perfectly clear between us.. nahihirapan ako at nasasaktan kung alam niya lang... =( But i love her so much... Goodtimes everyone!

8 days

For the last 8 days it was so busy for me and my girl.. coz i need to comfort her and support her even though sometimes she's easily irritated iniintindi ko na lang and she said sorry naman sometimes.. Sobrang nakakapagod dahil madaming nilalakad at syempre inuutusan ako minsan ng hunnie ko di ko naman mahindian and nagkasakit pa siya so kailangan ko sya alagaan.. But sometimes napapaisip ako dahil tumatakbo sa isip ko na naaapriciate niya kaya lahat ng ginagawa ko.. feeling ko kasi para sa kanya parang wala lang then lagi pa niya sinasabi sa ibang tao na wala siyang bf.. ano ba niya ako??? Im looking for the right timing to talk to her about our status coz sometimes im getting hurt of our situation.. I need some clarification.. Baka kasi lahat ng ginagawa ko para sa kanya eh wala lang... But for now alam ko na kailangan niya ako sa tabi niya gagawin ko na lang dahil mahal ko siya... Have a good times everyone!